Why don’t you understand that I’m always like this
Should I just wait and stay? You know that I’m in pain
Minute became a day
Was it hi, was it bye, all the kiss was just a lie
Monday morning another same ole morning
The morning’s just a bit warmer
My days are dark as the nights but then you came
Oh can’t say goodbye cuz you’re my habit and my loop
Even the harsh words you spat at my face, if they brush past by now
I gotta hold on to whatever I can of you
I know that I might be stupid but I can’t fix myself and you know this
Even in the briefest moment, my habit is you
I cannot love myself cuz you’re my habit to me
My mundane days now filled with you, this habit is strange to me
Might seem fine but the silence is killing me
The time we shined I’m still on that time
I should lie to myself ‘I’m fine’
But If I’m still walking to your shadow baby
Take me to daydream
You’re bad but love you so bad
You’re a fad, I know you are passing fad
I’m running at my loop
Teach me how to stop this routine
But you’re my habit to me
Maybe I was just a fad
I cannot love myself cuz you’re my habit to me
