if he was here now what would you want
him to
say I know it’s
unexpected just give me a second I need
to say sorry for the things I did to you
when you were younger to you and your
mother if only I don’t known back than
the damage you would do I’ve watched you
fight with addiction I struggle with
commitment I couldn’t help but think of
you as a thorn in my sight withdrew my
affection to teach you a lesson oh what
a waste of our time but there’s no knock
on my door there’s no place can we talk
no sorry for all of the pain that I ca
when I sat in my kitchen with quiet
forgiveness I thought you would find
your way here but you didn’t I’ll write
myself the
apology I’ll Never As
sa Too Young at 11 to learn of deception
standing on the door step you were
screaming on my night the day I got
married I know you you were angry but
that’s a conversation I’m not brave
enough to face so I kept you at a
distance watch you try to fix it see the
pain ridden on your face it reminds me
of her it’s hard to remember all our
years
together and I hate how it hurts but
there’s no knock on my door there’s no
place can we talk no sorry for all of
the pain that I caused when I sat in my
kitchen with quiet forgiveness I thought
you would find your way here but you
didn’t I’ll right myself
theology I’ll never
re I’ll never re
see
I can’t keep on waiting for you to say
sorry all of the anger is poison my body
if you ever listen to this song I’ve
written I want you to know you’re
already
forg
