call it self-medicating
ill take whatever works
it cancels out the pain I feel
it takes away the hurt
excuse me while i pack a bowl
and disappear for hours
at least there’s something keeping me from crying in the shower
i’m numb but that’s alright
got off SSRIs
and i can finally get
some fucking sleep at night
ever since I realized
i don’t cry when I’m high
i don’t wake up feeling like I’m gonna die
every time that our memories pop up in my fucking mind
i dont mind if i smoke away your taste
i don’t cry when I’m high
i don’t cry when I’m high
but really can you blame me
you hurt me super bad
i bet you just expected me to mope around all sad
thank god i found a method
something to make it better
and now i can’t remember just how long we were together
i’m numb but that’s alright
got off SSRIs
and i can finally get
some fucking sleep at night
ever since I realized
i dont cry when I’m high
i don’t wake up feeling like I’m gonna die
every time that our memories pop up in my fucking mind
i dont mind if i smoke away your taste
i don’t cry when I’m high
i don’t cry when I’m high
