At another party, didn’t want to go
100 people drinking alone
You’re so pretty and you want me to stay
In my head I’m already home
If I could fake it honestly
I would honestly
But there’s always a part of me
That’s freaking out
All of my anxieties
Are freaking out
Wish I was less uptight
& a Little more like whatever
Tripping over all of my apologies
Just to get somewhere else I don’t wanna be
Wish I was less uptight
A Little more like whatever
Drying your eyes, asking for a light
Fighting on the side of the road
Baby don’t blame me, maybe ADHD
But I was never diagnosed
If I could fake it honestly
I would honestly
But there’s always a part of me
That’s freaking out
All of my anxieties
Are freaking out
Wish I was less uptight
& a Little more like whatever
Tripping over all of my apologies
Just to get somewhere else I don’t wanna be
Wish I was less uptight
And a Little more like whatever
I’m a little past out my depth
Drowning in the Deep end
& I know you can’t understand
I’m freaking out
I’m a little past, pull me out
Fake a smile, calm down
& I know you can’t understand
I’m freaking out
