Survivors guilt but I’m still drowning
Hmm
Fake niggas come around me
Hmm
Hate feeling lonely but I like to be alone
I go home and then my home don’t feel like home no more
They throwing stones
But then those stones don’t break my bones no more
I just wanna get some money
I just wanna feed my family
I don’t even get offended when these niggas come and doubt me
Come and clown me
Come around me but they really not my friends
Got me all up in my feelings
Got me crying on the gram
Cause I thought that they was fam
Transparent with the fans
Yeah I know it’s gods plan
What it’s like to be a man
They don’t understand
Who rides for me
It’s hard to see
It’s got a hold on me but
I think it’s time to keep it real
I need someone who understands
Don’t care about money or the fame
Wanna be loved for who I am
Sometimes I think im losing faith
Sometimes, sometimes
Keep getting closer to the edge
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am
Oh yeah, oh yeah
It feels like I be needing therapy
I talk to god sometimes
I wonder if he’s hearing me
Oh god
I don’t need no friends
I got my family, they gon ride or die
Don’t need no hoe
Got my lil boy, I’ll work s nine to five
Lord knows
I smile, but I still cry inside yeah I’m tired but im trying
I think it’s time to keep it real
I need someone who understands
Don’t care about the money or the fame
Wanna be loved for who I am
Sometimes I think im losing faith
Sometimes, sometimes
Keep getting closer to the edge
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am
